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Today, I did battle again with Victoria's Secret. Again I thumbed through the racks, looking at sweat pants. For the last 4 years I have promised myself a pair of rocking Pink sweats. Not because I needed them. But because I could. For four years I let myself down.
Today I pulled the pink sweats from the rack and slowly made my way back to the fitting room. "I need to try these on." I said to the lady working the fitting rooms. "Sure thing...Let me know if you need a larger size." I am pretty sure I gave her the look of death. If I needed a larger size, I was toast. Because they don't go larger than Large. Taking a deep breath I slipped the pants on and closed my eyes. After convincing myself that in order to actually see if they fit I would have to open my eyes, I slowly cracked open one eye. And, I won't lie...I might have jumped up and down a little bit. Because, they fit. They really fit.
I walked out of the store the proud new owner of a Pink pair of VS sweats. The pair I have wanted for a very long time.
Sure, to you, these are just pants. Probably overpriced pants at that. But, to me, they are more. They signal a turning point in a hard-fought journey. It signals that I am serious about this and I intend to continue what I am doing.
To you, these are pants. To me, they are a mark in the win colum in my war to beat an eating disorder and an obesity problem. Today, I emerged a winner in yet another battle against my fat girl
That is awesome, congrats and keep up the good work!
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Nope, not 'just pants'. A major victory to be celebrated and savored. I remember when I was wearing a size 14 jeans and had lost a bit of weight. Hubby went with me to buy new ones and waited while I tried on a 12. He says he can still recall the look on my face when I opened the door and asked him to go get me a 10! What a great accomplishment for you! Keep it up!!
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